Faccia al muro…

Faccia al muro

…senza girarsi

come ulteriore punizione

…di amare.

Faccia al muro

…senza sguardo

come paura d’aprire cuore

…di accettarsi.

Faccia al muro

…senza vita

come morti a se stessi

…d’incapacità.

Faccia al muro

…senza parole

perso di dolore spada

…che infligge.

Faccia al muro

…d’inermità

d’un bimbo indifeso

…che non sa.

Faccia al muro

…di solaggine

…di sapore amaro

coprente disagio esistenziale

…che manda giù.

Faccia al muro

sporcante di rifiuto

nella chiusura di nascita

perso nel buco d’anima

senza chiedere…senza dare

senza urlare…nemmeno quello…

 

17 marzo 2010

Chissà perchè ho ripreso questo quadro di dolore infinito quasi che quel castigo porto a se stessi dovesse essere riempito di tanto amore.Sembra una realtà così lontana ed invece quanti “faccia al muro”ci sono, quasi così, mortificati nella piegatura del disamore per se stessi, in quel baratro esistenziale infinito di mancanze di dolcezze “mai” pretese dalla vita in quel fondale di privazioni che mortificano l’esser umani.E’ un diritto esser amati e pure… abbandonarsi all’amore quando è spontaneo d’essenza che prolifica da per sè. Rafforzare le proprie difese alimenta solo la distanza emozionale che isola rendendo l’estraneità ai sentimenti quella barriera che deriva solo dagli abissi di debolezza che,si attivano,in quella maniera che quella punizione ,s’infligge pure agli altri.Chi è così punito e in punizione diventa forse ,una bugia vivente, e ne val la pena di combattere sempre? Quando s’imparerà a vivere con le emozioni…con l’anima…con la piacevolezza…con la dolcezza…con l’abbandonarsi…con un sorriso così ….grande grande.  Mi rattrista questo… immensamente nel profondo!

 

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